February 2012
37 posts
Helpless
He just called me and said his iPhone got stolen :( I feel bad because I can’t do anything about it and it’s ruined his birthday trip. I’d feel really bummed and pissed too considering our phones nowadays have practically our whole lives on them and so many personal things. Can’t believe some jackass took it within the 10 minutes it was left behind then again I’m not...
"How Do You Do It?"
I get asked this a lot whenever I talk about Caesar and our relationship. They’re happy for me but there’s always that underlying concern, “How do you do it? Isn’t it hard?” Hell yes it’s hard. I’m not one to go all crazy milso (military significant other if you’re wondering haha) and put a military relationship up on a pedestal and rant about its...
During a math test
Me: my answer = 23
Answer choices: 17, 19, 26, 36.
Me: well 26 is closer to 23, so that must be the answer.
Yes omg, all the fucking time!!! Hahaha. So bad. There's a reason I'm not a science major anymore.
It Passes
I know it’s not fair. I know not everyday (with us) can be perfect. Just have a lot on my mind…and I guess I always look to you for that relief from all the shit in my life. But again, that’s not fair, you shouldn’t have to be held accountable for it; you end up being my source of comfort because you’re amazing like that, not because you think it’s what I...
4pm Blues
[Wrote this the other day.]
I took a nap today, and when I woke up, I felt, quite distinctly, like I was waiting for something. I felt like two hours of my life had passed, quickly and painstakingly, and like I was two hours closer to something. It was four in the afternoon and the future was looming above my head, an unscrewed lightbulb, and I felt as though at some given point in time (a...
Mid-Day
I’m really loving these mid-day conversations :) You’re in bed ready to sleep and I’m getting out of class, coming home to have lunch before my next class or just doing work. But I like that I get to talk with you during my day and sending you off to la la land haha, both of us lying in bed. Keeps my day peaceful and I’m calm despite if I have a lot of work, exams to study...
January 2012
37 posts
Tonight's,
hard. I was wondering when it would get “difficult” and I’d feel something. Now could be a mix of PMS ha…very likely…hazards of being a girl -__- but I really miss you tonight. And could also be that all of our usual ways of communication are deciding to be a bitch all of a sudden. Ugh. I’m good about the distance 99% of the time, I get this 1% to listen to sad...
Safe to Say
“Is it safe to say that I think that you are my other half. I’ve honestly never said that before. I’ve said the one for me but not my other half. Honestly.” —This Morning
And you’ve struck something within me I’ve never experienced with another guy. Still feels natural. Nothing’s forced :)
Note To Self
Some things are meant to be unknown. Why go searching for something if you’re unprepared for what you’ll find? Too late.
Productive-ly Happy
What? I actually got the majority of my assignments done ahead of time? This. Does. Not. Happen. Well it certainly hasn’t until now. But I managed to be a hermit this weekend and finish a homework assignment, an essay, another paper outline and a long neglected list of WAAP marketing stuff. Okay, it wasn’t that hard to hide away especially in this crappy weather but still I could have...
